Emotional Rollercoaster
This semester has already been so crazy. I feel like there’s non-stop action ever since Sunday morning of Servants meeting where I was told I would be leading a small group this year. I was slighly surprised, anxious, fearful, and encouraged. I love dorms, I’ve gotten to meet so many people already. I’m learning about impact relationships. I can’t minister to everyone so I’m learning to invest in the most “reachable” people, people that seem hungry for more. I’m sorry all you Snyderites if you feel I’ve been ignoring you. You’re time for training will come 
Classes have picked up. I’m getting my (Chinese Titled) Internation version textbooks in the mail. It’s like Christmas. This is the first year since Freshman year that I’ve bought all my books. 136USD for 4 textbooks. Pretty good considering my first year, I bought one book for 100USD. I’m pretty sure I’ll use these books again so it’ll be a worthwhile investment. Serving’s also picked up with CRH picnic planning, Tea House, and Area Night. It’s gonna be a busy year. It’s also been good being a servant this year. It’s weird praying for my co-servant. I want so much for her to learn and grow this semester without making all the mistakes I made last year. I care so much for her well-being and spirtitual health. Is this what it feels like to be a parent and care deeply for a person? Manny and Julia’s wedding was awesome. It wasn’t the ceremony that was great. The decorations were sparse and not too many flowers. The banquet was ok, there was no cocktail hour, the entertainment, alright, and food decent. What made the wedding so great, perhaps one of the best I’ve been to (and that says alot) is that I’m so happy for Manny and Julia, having known both before they even met each other, I am so excited for them. When I look at them, I honestly feel that God created both of them at the same time. Ever since I saw them driving away from OIL together, I knew it. They compliment each other well and they both have huge hearts. I’m so excited for the work that the two of them will accomplish together. I’m leaning towards not applying to grad school. After talking to some people – they recoommend going to grad school if you want to go for the schooling. I particularly don’t care for school anymore. I also don’t care too much for the classes offered at my school anymore. I’m taking alot of classes that interest me and are applicable and there doesn’t seem too many left though they are adding more and more classes to the curriculum. They recently hired someone to teach security classes but I dunno when those would be finalized. I feel that our school is about 2-3 years being others in terms of Network Security. If I don’t go to grad school, this will be my last year. If it is, all the more I need to soak in as much as I can and learn as much as I can and be stretched and store up prayers for the future. These are exciting times.